In my first post, I discussed how October can leave me feeling excited and agitated. I plan, I commit to various activities, and I keep myself wildly busy as the school year begins, even though it’s been years since my life has synched with the academic calendar.
Here’s another confession: I also “nest.”
I realize that “nesting” is a term that seems to be applied only to birds and pregnant women these days—categories into which I certainly don’t fit—but it’s exactly what I find myself doing come autumn.
You know those pumpkin-laden porches I mentioned before? Well, once I see them, I want to fill my own apartment with strange-looking dimpled gourds and squash. Last year, I managed to keep a few pumpkins on my windowsill through January. Magically, they didn’t rot.
I’m not one to seasonally decorate, so this impulse is an aberration of sorts. The coziness of autumnal color schemes, bowls of apples and squash, and the smell of pumpkin pie is too powerful for me to resist!
But artfully arranged displays of oddly-shaped vegetation is only the beginning. This is also the time of year when I “refresh” my apartment. I replace odd things, like bathmats, sheets, and toothbrush holders. I arrive home with bags of scented candles. And I go on mini DIY sprees. Last weekend, were friends to have stopped by, they would have found me wielding two paint brushes, touching up the walls.
So while on the one hand I go out of my way to participate in new things in the fall, I also try to make my home as comfortable as possible. A welcoming place filled with warm cheer. And of course, with seasonal fruit.
can’t wait to read more from you, anna!
the turning point of my “seasonal embrace” (i like that!) is when this song stays in my head and my life seems to actually become part of the song, the way the song becomes part of my life. the chord progressions, mixed emotions, and slow overflow–conveyed sotto voce, with restraint…
i find it most appropriate that my obsession is fleeting and the leaves won’t have finished turning before i’ve moved on.
Thanks, KS! That’s a beautiful recording. I’ll have to pay more attention to the songs that grab my attention throughout the year. Maybe that’ll be a future post!